You know exactly what to do in the situation you’re in but you can’t accept your own advice . You’ve said the same exact words to someone else but listening to your own words is very difficult . Sometimes it’s best to hear it from someone else other than yourself .
Taking your own advice is hard,
I hate being lied to. Especially if you’re a person that has my full trust.
Why would you lie to me? Am I not worth the truth? If it hurts, I can still manage and handle it. Just don’t lie to me please.
You know what I’ve always wanted to do with that special someone?, It may sound cliche’ but one day I’d like to surprise them and be like “Pack your bags because we are going to Disney Land”, I mean everyone needs a vacation once in a while right?, When we land in California we can go out to eat, then go shopping, then Disney land. We’ll be like kids running around an amusement park and we could ride every ride until we are too tired to walk. When it hits night time I’ll give you a piggy back ride and we can both just sit under the stars and watch the beautiful fireworks, I’ll even sing for you, how romantic right darling? hehe. Just a week or two for both of us to get away from all the stresses of life and have some time to ourselves, you know? Stay up late and eat all the food we possibly can and just be happy and have fun at Disney land. I’ll even spoil you like a princess too, haha. Yeah.. I’d like to do this one day with that one special girl. <3
I rarely have any friends
Sure, I may have some in-class friends or a few people to hangout with, but when it comes to it, I can’t really depend on most of them about half the shit I go through. There’s no one that I could really run to when I need someone to lean on, which sucks. It would be really nice to have that big group of close friends again.
